Text used – John 12:20-33
- This Lent, we’ve been working our way through this series on the power of sacrifice.
- Talked about sacrificing our grip on our own expectations and opening ourselves up to God’s guidance
- Talked about the sacrifice of self-giving service
- Talked about sacrificing those things in our lives that fail to bring us life in order to pour ourselves more deeply into things that do bring us life
- Last week: talked about sacrificing our own comfort in order to lift up even the most broken and failing parts of ourselves to experience God’s grace in our whole selves
- Talked a lot throughout the last 4 weeks about making choices and choosing sacrifices that result in us feeling more uncomfortable → At its heart, friends, the gospel is a call to “change our hearts and our lives” as Jesus declared in our first Lenten Scripture reading[1] this year. And more often than not, change – true, heartfelt, genuine change – is undoubtedly uncomfortable.
- Author Susie Caldwell Rinehart: The world needs us to be fierce enough to see challenges as gifts, to express our unique selves, and to expand the limits of what is possible. The only thing getting in the way is that we get stuck trying to find our way out of pain and discomfort. There is no way to avoid uncertainty. There is no guarantee of safety.” → If we altered that a little bit to skew toward a Christian expression of faith, we could say, “God needs us to be fierce enough to see challenges as gifts, to express our unique selves, and to expand the limits of our belief. The only thing getting in the way is that get stuck trying to find our way out of pain and discomfort. There is no way to avoid uncertainty. There is no guarantee of safety. But God is there, too.” You see, it’s in the midst of that discomfort, we find ourselves seeking God more authentically, more fully.
- Picture painted by our Gospel reading this morning = double example of this leaning into discomfort for the sake of faith
- Jesus = leaning into his own discomfort
- Jesus = also encouraging the disciples to lean into their discomfort
- Now, before we explore this idea further, we need some context for today’s passage.
- Context within Jn’s gospel → I have to admit that we’re cheating a little bit this morning. We’re jumping ahead in the story. We aren’t quite reading the ending first … but we can safely say that if the gospel were a mystery novel, today’s reading would be the beginning of that final interaction that brings all the disparate pieces of the story together in one “ah ha!” moment that leaves your heart racing. [PAUSE] It would be the beginning of the end.
- Today’s text = follows on the heels of his triumphal entry into Jerusalem[2] (which we’ll read Mark’s account of next week on Palm Sunday)
- Description of placement of text – scholar: This text is situated dramatically in the context of the festival of Passover, preceded by events such as Jesus’ raising of Lazarus, Mary’s anointing of Jesus’ feet, and the triumphal entry of Jesus into Jerusalem. The responses to these events are intensely divided, as crowds of people form to heart Jesus, while others plot to destroy him, and some disciples become more reverent while within the heart of one of them, Judas, irritation escalates. Momentum builds in this narrative … as all eyes – including some of the Gentiles – strive to focus on Jesus. The scene is strikingly shaped for a powerful statement by Jesus to his disciples regarding not only what is to happen but also what it means. One more time he tries to tell them what his mission really is.[3]
- Today’s text = follows on the heels of his triumphal entry into Jerusalem[2] (which we’ll read Mark’s account of next week on Palm Sunday)
- Context within Jn’s gospel → I have to admit that we’re cheating a little bit this morning. We’re jumping ahead in the story. We aren’t quite reading the ending first … but we can safely say that if the gospel were a mystery novel, today’s reading would be the beginning of that final interaction that brings all the disparate pieces of the story together in one “ah ha!” moment that leaves your heart racing. [PAUSE] It would be the beginning of the end.
- So with the joyous, adoring praises of the crowd still ringing in the air and bolstering the hearts of the unsuspecting disciples, Jesus delivers these sobering, uncomfortable words.
- Passage that begins innocently enough – text: “The time has come for the Human One to be glorified. I assure you that unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it can only be a single seed. But if it dies, it bears much fruit. Those who love their lives will lost them, and those who hate their lives in this world will keep them forever. Whoever serves me must follow me. Wherever I am, there my servant will also be. My Father will honor whoever serves me.”[4] → sounds like a number of other parables Jesus told throughout his ministry
- Parables of seeds and growing
- Parables of fruit and vines
- Parables of wheat and chaff
- Surely, the disciples were thinking, “That last bit about losing and keeping lives was a little odd, but Jesus was always talking like that, right? This is just another one of his ‘lessons.’ After all, he included that bit at the end about serving him, and we’re definitely doing that. We’re good … right?”
- But then Jesus’ words quickly take a turn the disciples weren’t anticipating. – text: “Now I am deeply troubled.”[5] → Alright, all … just a few short words into this portion of the text, and we need to stop and spend some time with this bit!
- Passage often called “the Johannine Gethsemane” → nothing in the text tells us that Jesus is, in fact, in the Garden of Gethsemane BUT Jesus expresses similar sentiments to those we find him expressing in the Garden of Gethsemane portion of the passion narrative in the other gospels[6]
- More nuanced struggle within this text than we even realize
- First, the Gr: “troubled” = stir up, disturb, trouble, throw into confusion → Jesus isn’t just fretting a bit here, folx. What Jesus is describing is serious inner turmoil: worry, fear, anxiety … doubt.
- Revealed even deeper when we understand that that his statement – “Now I am deeply troubled” – is actually a reference to a psalm – Psalm 6: Please, Lord, don’t punish me when you are angry; don’t discipline me when you are furious. Have mercy on me, Lord, because I’m frail. Heal me, Lord, because my bones are shaking in terror! My whole body is completely terrified! But you, Lord! How long will this last? Come back to me, Lord! Deliver me! Save me for the sake of your faithful love! No one is going to praise you when they are dead. Who gives you thanks from the grave? I’m worn out from groaning. Every night, I drench my bed with tears; I soak my couch all the way through. My vision fails because of my grief; it’s weak because of all my distress. Get away from me, all you evildoers, because the Lord has heard me crying! The Lord has listened to my request. The Lord accepts my prayer. All my enemies will be ashamed and completely terrified; they will be defeated and ashamed instantly. → The Greek visitors that had come seeking Jesus wouldn’t have recognized Jesus’ reference with his words because they were Gentiles, but the disciples were Jews like Jesus. This psalm was a part of their worship history and practice just like his. Did they recognize the words and all the weight they carried? While John’s gospel is written in Greek, Jesus would have spoken these words in his native tongue – in Aramaic, a language closely related to Hebrew – so his words would have had the same cadence and ring as the beginning of this psalm: a psalm of fear and hesitation, a psalm of powerful struggle and deep doubt, a psalm that cries out to God for strength beyond our own capability.
- And yet, even with these doubts swirling like a torrent through his mind and his spirit, Jesus stays the course. Even more than that, Jesus chooses worship in the midst of the storm. – text: “What should I say? ‘Father, save me from this time’? No, for this is the reason I have come to this time. Father, glorify your name!”[7]
- Gr. in that last bit – “Father, glorify your name!” – more than a suggestion → The Greek verb here is rendered in the imperative. It’s a directive. It’s a command. It’s in the “do it and do it now!” verb form.
- God obliges: voice comes down from heaven, “I have glorified it, and I will glorify it again.”[8] → crowd who’s heard this omnipresent declaration are divided – some believe it’s thunder while others believe angels have spoken to Jesus
- Jesus’ final pronouncement (for the crowd? for the disciples?) in this passage: “This voice wasn’t for my benefit but for yours. Now is the time for judgment of this world. Now this world’s ruler will be thrown out. When I am lifted up from the earth, I will draw everyone to me.”[9]
- And a final parenthetical aside from the gospel narrator (just for the sake of the reader’s utter clarity): (He said this to show he was going to die.)[10]
- Passage that begins innocently enough – text: “The time has come for the Human One to be glorified. I assure you that unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it can only be a single seed. But if it dies, it bears much fruit. Those who love their lives will lost them, and those who hate their lives in this world will keep them forever. Whoever serves me must follow me. Wherever I am, there my servant will also be. My Father will honor whoever serves me.”[4] → sounds like a number of other parables Jesus told throughout his ministry
- Brandan Robertson’s characterization of this passage: In this brief passage, you can almost imagine Jesus’ inner dialogue: “Is this really worth it? Couldn’t I make more of an impact among the small fishing villages? Why do I need to stare power in its face? Am I really ready to give my life for this cause?” Who among us wouldn’t ask the same questions? And who among us wouldn’t turn back when faced with the death penalty? Yet, in this fragile moment where Jesus’ human nature is on full display, we see the profound divine strength and resolve that marked his life and ministry. “I am deeply anxious, but should I seek to be delivered from these consequences? No! This is the very reason I have come into the world. God, glorify yourself through me.”[11] → I think the questions Robertson poses – “Who among us wouldn’t ask the same questions? And who among us wouldn’t turn back when faced with the death penalty?” – are hard questions for us to ask and to answer honestly today because we live in a place where it is so safe to be Christians. Even in these divisive times. Even in this post-denominational time in which it can be hard to be church, we can still safely and openly practice our faith with no fear of persecution, oppression, or reprisals of any kind.
- Brings to mind passage from Is – known as one of the “Suffering Servant” passages: [read Is 53]
- Important for us to remember that that isn’t that case in many parts of the world – list from Open Doors[12] (organization started by a Dutch Christian known as “Brother Andrew” in 1955 when he started smuggling Bibles across the Iron Curtain into Communist Europe[13]
- North Korea (most dangerous country for Christians): owning a Bible can get you killed
- Libya: evangelism is a crime that carries the death penalty
- Iran: speaking about Christian faith violates blaspheming laws
- And so many more places.
- Final word from Brandan Robertson: As we walk this Lenten journey toward the cross, may we take time to reflect on the sacrificial bravery of Christ. May we remember that he is like us, often distressed and perplexed by the choices that lie in front of us, the choice to stand up and speak out or to remain complacent and comfortable. But in his moment of deepest distress, leaning on the strength of his Creator, he resolves to take the hard path. And in so doing, he transforms the world for good. May his bravery become our bravery, and may we heed his oft-spoken words to his disciples to “Go and do likewise.”[14] Amen.
[1] Mk 1:14-15.
[2] Jn 12:12-19.
[3] Margaret P. Farley. “Fifth Sunday in Lent – John 12:20-33 – Theological Perspective” in Feasting on the Word: Preaching the Revised Common Lectionary – Year B, vol. 2. (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2008), 140.
[4] Jn 12:23-26.
[5] Jn 12:27a.
[6] Judith M. McDaniel. “John 12:27-36a – Homiletical Perspective” in Feasting on the Gospels – John, vol. 2. (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2015), 93.
[7] Jn 12:27b-28a.
[8] Jn 12:28b.
[9] Jn 12:30-32.
[10] Jn 12:33.
[11] Brandan J. Robertson. “Lenten Series: The Power of Sacrifice” in A Preacher’s Guide to Lectionary Sermon Series: Thematic Plans for Years A, B, and C, vol. 2. (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2019), 104.
[12] https://www.opendoorsus.org/en-US/stories/10-most-dangerous-places-Christians/.
[13] https://www.opendoorsus.org/en-US/about/.
[14] Robertson, 105.


